Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Christmas 2010

The day after our graduation (yes there is more on that to come)we decided to drive home to be with family for Christmas. We have been enjoying our time here in WI visiting friends and family.

This is the tree that the kids decorated in our apartment in MO.
The best picture I could get with our kids (minus Katy) and their cousin Evan.

Anna and Aunt Tara.
Claire was pretty excited to get loving family dolls.
We got the kids "The Chronicles of Narnia" on CD so they can listen to them in the car when we do all the traveling we need to do.


Katy was sleeping while we opened gifts so when she got up we had her open her gifts.  She really just wanted to eat the wrapping. :)
Her first baby doll.
Giving her big kisses!
Hope you all had a wonderful Christmas!

Saturday, December 25, 2010

Today

The Savior—yes, the Messiah, the Lord—has been born today in Bethlehem, the city of David
Luke 2:11 

Today we rejoice and remember our king!

Happy birthday sweet Jesus.

Monday, December 13, 2010

Living simply

As promised (awhile ago)I thought I would share about the simple living class that Bill and I had this semester. Going into it the only thing I really knew (I thought...I didn't know for sure) was that we were going to have to go without electricity, Internet, and make ALL foods from scratch for two weeks.  Well, that wasn't entirely true it was pretty close.  The rules were, for the duration of the class (2 weeks)
~we were not allowed to use any electric appliance
~we could still use the washer and dryer (because there is only so much you can do to simulate what life will be like overseas)
~lights had to be out by 10pm
~No surfing the web but we were allowed an hour a WEEK to check and respond to emails only.
~Had to make all meals from scratch...meaning no boxed foods (didn't mind that). We could use canned fruits and vegetables but nothing else that was in a can. For example if you wanted spaghetti sauce you had to make it yourself.  For that matter if you wanted to have spaghetti you had to make the noodles from scratch.
~We were supposed to try at least two new things that we had never made before. I made spaghetti sauce. However I did NOT want to bother to make my own noodles so James was the only one to eat the sauce until class was over (he eats sauce on his rice almost every day).
~No leaving campus except for Dr. appointments and Church. That meant no running to the grocery store.

Following these rules meant that I didn't get do blow dry or flat iron my hair for 2 weeks. We went to bed earlier every night because with the lights out and no Internet what is there to do? (Ha ha!) Meals took so much longer to make.  You have to have a plan.  You can't just go on a whim. I planned out my meals for the two weeks and bought most of what we needed ahead of time.  The day before our scratch cooking began they broke us up into groups. There were about ten people in each group. Each group was pared with another group of ten people.  One group took a walkie talkie radio and went in the downstairs part of the building and the other had their walkie talkie upstairs.  We had to take turns giving orders over the radio. There were two "supply buyers" from each group. Bill offered to be one of them for our group.  The purpose of the exercise was to give you a small taste of what ordering over the radio might feel like (this is the reason I didn't buy everything I needed ahead of time because I needed to have some things bought from the store for me.). This exercise also taught me something about Bill and shopping.  He does such an amazing jog getting the RIGHT products. I was surprised at how well he did (sorry honey) because every time I send him to the store he comes back with something different then what I asked for.  I learned that the key for getting him to buy the right ting is....drum roll...be specific.  It sounds so silly but it totally works.  If I give him all the exact details he needs he will get the right thing %100 of the time. Very helpful thing to have learned.  I digress...

During the two weeks the only homework we had was our scratch cooking.  I absolutely LOVED that! I really enjoyed being in the kitchen all the time.  I enjoyed making bread by hand. I had forgotten how fun that was since I always use my bread maker.  I found a recipe that our family loves and it is pretty easy (I will post soon).  It is a cool rise recipe. It doesn't take as long as other recipes I have used.  I also loved the fact that Bill was required to make four of our meals and had to bake a loaf of bread.  I have to say his bread (and this was his first time) turned out better then mine.  We may have discovered a hidden talent of his...I'm sure he wishes that to be undiscovered {grin}. One thing I realized during this time was just how MUCH I depend on appliances. Heating up leftovers takes so much more time when you can't use a microwave.

One of the course requirements was a weekend camping trip. It was optional for mother's and children.  I opted not to go. It was at the end of October and it was going to be really cold that weekend.  I was concerned about how we would keep Katy warm. Also Anna was having breathing issues, so we decided that I would stay home. Bill asked Ryan if he wanted to join him. Ryan was more then excited to go. There were no tents allowed on this trip.  You had to make your own shelter using tarps. (this is the new version of the six week jungle camp that they used to do...so glad we didn't go through training then. ha ha!) Although they didn't get much sleep they managed to stay warm.  They spent the weekend with the other students hiking (learning to use a compass) and learning how to butcher a live chicken (and eat it)! Meanwhile back on the home front while those two were off having adventures, I was home alone with four kids.  I was a little nervous about being a single parent for the weekend but it went really well. I took the kids to a harvest festival. We played games went on a hay ride and ate food.  Then at the end of the night we went to a  blue grass concert. We had a blast. I spent the weekend hanging out with the kiddos and having fun! Although we were really glad to have Bill and Ryan home again on Sunday.
This is the shelter that Bill built for them.

Bill and I decided that we were not meant to live a simple life. {grin!} I'm joking...sort of. :)  I didn't like being without internet.  However, I am sure we will be faced with it and we will get used to it.  It made me feel so out of the loop on what was going on back home with friends and family.  I know it sounds crazy because it was only two weeks, but in today's world a lot happens on the net in that amount of time. You can quickly get behind. I know I will get used to it, but it it made me think about how much I will miss that daily "knowing" and being in contact with loved ones.

All in all it was a good experience and we actually had fun along the way. I'm sure it was only a tiny glimpse of what life will be like for us in the future! :)

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Crumbs on my back

I think when it really hit me was a few weeks ago.  We had to do a photo shoot with our graduating class...Like I actually had to be IN a picture. I had to go out and buy an outfit because almost 6 months postpartum I still can not fit into any of my clothes {sigh}. I found an outfit that I felt was somewhat flattering. I did my hair (which I don't always have time to do) and put make up on (never do). I thought I looked relatively okay.  However when we got the group picture back a few days later I was horrified. I guess because I am never in pictures and maybe I don't pay much attention when looking in the mirror.  Seeing that picture made me realize that I really need to get myself into gear. It was the motivation I needed. Also buying a scale (I hadn't been weighed since Kaitlyn was 6 weeks old) and seeing that I have only lost 2 pounds since her birth was another motivating factor. :)

I have never been good at sticking with any kind of work out plan or diet. I always start out with good intentions and then it quickly fizzles out. I want to work out but I let other things get in the way and I don't make the time.  In all honestly I really despise working out. It is HARD.  Especially right now when I am So out of shape.  I do LOVE how I feel after I work out though.  There is such a sense of accomplishment.  I have started a work out routine. I do have high hopes of sticking to it this time around. There are two reasons for that. First, I have never been this heavy this long after having a baby. I have always just lost the weight easily (with the exception of my first baby...took me a long time to loose weight), but not this time.  Maybe it's because I am getting older? Second, I realize I am getting older and the need for me to get/stay in shape increases. I have a long family history of health issues (Diabetes being one of them).

I have thought about this a lot. Maybe years ago it would have just been about me loosing weight and looking/feeling good. While I can't lie and say that isn't something that I still desire, the need for me to live a healthy life is what is driving me. Bill and I have made a decision to walk a difficult but, oh so rewarding path, so for the sake of what God has called us to I want to be healthy and strong. Exercise is just one more tool for me to use towards that goal.  The goal is not self preservation, it's about being a good steward of what God has given me. I know that my body is a temple for the Holy Spirit so I need to do what I can to take care of this body that I have right now.

I have had to start slow. It has been a long time since I have done anything. I tried to start a routine a few months ago but because of school and the amount of homework I had (and the fact that I had a newborn who still got up at night) I wasn't able to do it for more then a week.  I was just too exhausted and lacked the motivation to try and force it.  Life has started to slow down a bit these days so this was a good time to start back up. The first time I worked out I was so so sore.  I had to wait 3 days before I could work out again. I thought I could just push past the pain but Bill told me (from his past experience of weight lifting) that I should wait and let my muscles heal. The next time I worked out I only had to wait two days, and now I am up to the point where I can work out every day. :)

I know it's going to be tempting to quit, especially when I don't see the results that I want. It is going to be tempting to skip when I feel tired and just don't.want.to.do.it! But, I know I can do it this time and I need to.  I don't want to let this become something I obsess about or worry about, it just needs to be apart of my daily life. If that makes any sense.

So while I have crumbs on my back tonight (from working out on my dirty floor of course) at least they're not on my face! {grin!} 

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Katy at 5 months

She still smiles all the time
learned to roll from front to back and back to front (look out world)
chews on everything
might be teething
giggles especially at James
is looking more and more like a combination of James and Anna
Can't sit up yet but is working on it
loves her swing 
loves to be in the sling (as long as she can see out)
Needs to see what is going on (especially when nursing)
Melts your heart
is a good sleeper
endlessly entertains us all
is such a sweet soul







Monday, November 29, 2010

Sometimes

Sometimes I forget how old she is. She seems so much older. We hold such grown up conversations. She is growing up so fast. She is so smart and funny. She always surprises me.

But then on nights like tonight when:
~She climbs up unto the dresser and gets into her big sisters lip gloss and uses it as lotion...and makes herself look like the joker.
~Drags a Rubbermaid container out of the closet (when I'm in the other room nursing) and uses it as a stool so she can squeeze/eat a tube of tooth paste.
~Closes her bedroom door, locks it and turns on the fan to poop in her pants. When I try to enter she tells me to go away because she isn't finished yet.
~Finds poop on her blanket because she put it there. (so nasty)
~Cries because I need to wash her blankie.
~Gets out of bed fifty times (Oh why, oh why, can't she be like the other kids and just GO TO SLEEP...Oh and yes I just had to stop typing because Claire got out of bed again. She told me that she wanted to "watch Ice Age the Dinosaurs." What in the world!)
~Has one hundred excuses at bedtime, "I'm thirsty." "I need my tissue." "I need to go potty." and the list goes on.
~Tells me that she wants diapers for Christmas.

And then I remember...

She is still only two! It's a good thing she is so cute. :) When she looks at me with those pretty blue eyes and says, "mommy hold you." I pick her up and she folds herself in my arms and I sigh! Oh I love you sweet girl...even if I am wondering if you are too old to put back into a crib. {grin!}

Friday, November 26, 2010

Saturday, November 20, 2010

My beautiful bunch

I know I'm pretty biased but I think I am very blessed to be their mom! :)



Thursday, November 18, 2010

It feels like fall

It is finally starting to feel like fall here. So in honor of cooler weather I made soup.  I tried a new recipe tonight and the family LOVED it. I thought I would share it with you. 

Creamy chicken and wild rice soup
  • 2 stocks of celery chopped
  • Half of a red onion (or any onion) chopped
  • 2 large carrots sliced
  • 4 cups chicken broth
  • 2 cups water
  • 2 cooked, boneless chicken breast halves, shredded
  • 1 (4.5 ounce) package quick cooking long grain and wild rice with seasoning packet
  • 1/2 teaspoon salt
  • 1/2 teaspoon ground black pepper
  • 3/4 cup all-purpose flour
  • 1/4 cup butter
  • 1 cup heavy cream
  • 1 cup milk
In a large pot saute the carrots, celery, and onion in olive oil over medium heat.  Cook until tender.  Add chicken broth, water and chicken. Bring just to boiling, then stir in rice (and seasoning packet). Cover and remove from heat.

In a small bowl, combine salt, pepper and flour. In a medium saucepan over medium heat, melt butter.  Reduce heat to low, then stir in flour mixture by tablespoons, to form a roux. Whisk in cream and milk, a little at a time, until fully incorporated and smooth. Cook until thickened, about 5 minutes. 

Stir cream mixture into broth and rice. Cook over medium heat until heated through, 10 to 15 minutes. 

I hope you enjoy!  Next recipe I am going to share is for {easy} homemade bread.  I got the recipe during our scratch cooking class. Oh I still need to do a post on our simple living time.  That is coming soon.  I promise. :)

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Back to the land of technology and electricity


It's been a long two weeks but we made it. We survived our simple living class...where we had to go without any electrical appliances and make every food item from scratch.  I can't wait to write more about it but for now just wanted to let you all know that we are back online. I will be back soon to tell you all about it.

Until later...

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

4 months

4 months already!
Almost rolling over. She did it once but I suppose I don't put her down often for her to practice.

Katy is always smiling! This is kind of a goofy picture of her but I wanted to show off her dimples.  I need to work at getting a better picture of that precious smile.
Loves, LOVES to chew on her finger! She always has that hand and those fingers in her mouth. And she is always drooling. She needs to wear a bib all the time because if she doesn't she soaks her clothes and I have to change her several times a day.
What a sweet and pleasant person she is.
I need to do an actual 4 month photo shoot, these didn't turn out how I was imaging them to. Oh well, just another excuse to take more pictures of my baby. {smile}

Monday, October 18, 2010

In love?


Ryan announced after dinner tonight, "I'm in love with Trina!"

Me- "In love? With who?"

Ryan- "Trina, she's my girlfriend."

Me- "Girlfriend?"

Ryan- "Ya. I have two girlfriends now.  Ella and Trina. I guess I'm going to have to decide who I want to marry."


Me- "What?"

Ryan- "Yeah and Riley is mad at me."

Me- "Why? Who is Riley."

Ryan- "A girl in my class.  She's mad because I said I love Trina. But Trent loves Riley."

(apparently there is some sort of love triangle going on here)

Me- "When did this happen?"

Ryan- "At the beginning of the school in Writer's workshop."

Oh  my word!!! I wasn't planning on having a conversation like this until MANY years to come.  My 1st grader thinks he is in love? Needless to say we had a chat about the fact that we don't need to have a girlfriend in 1st grade. {smile} I asked Ryan if he was old enough to get married, he laughed, "No."he replied like he thought I was silly. We talked about the purpose of having a girlfriend and we all agreed that it was to find a wife or husband. There seems to be some confusion in his mind as to what a girlfriend is.  I had a hard time not laughing during this conversation because of his innocence and matter of fact attitude about it all. With that being said, seriously I was not expecting that! I am simply amazed at the things my kids come home saying (and amazed in not a good way). This just makes me all the more excited to start homeschooling again in December. Anyway...

I just love that boy and the things he says and does! He is such a sweet guy.  I can see why all the little girls at his school like him so much! {grin}

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Weekly Wrap

Ahhh, my time has been so limited lately.  We have been up to our eyeballs in homework (all things Dobu) so I have not been able to get on here. To sum up my week I could just say HOMEWORK, HOMEWORK, HOMEWORK! I think you get the point.  We have been busy analyzing all the info we got over the past 2 months in the culture we were studying. We have one more week to go and then we will be done with this class. This upcoming week is more paper writing and analyzing. I have analyzed so much I dream about it until my brain hurts. LOL

We had our last session with our language helper on Friday.  We decided to keep Anna and Ryan out of school for the morning so we could take them with us. We prepared them as much as we could. We weren't sure how they would feel being involved in the simulation. They did great however. They were both very attentive during the session.  Ryan kept leaning over and whispering to me and pointing out all the interesting things in the room. Anna didn't say a word until we got home.  Then she took some time to vocalize what she had observed. One interesting thing that she picked up on is that our language helper is unsaved (the character is unsaved that is, not the person who plays him) because she noted that he talked about putting sickness on the trees. She noticed some worldview things that Alo (our language helper) said that don't line up with what we believe. I was excited that it turned out to be  a very positive experience for both of them.

Picture of our language helper and his hut.
It was bittersweet to have our last session in Dobu. We really enjoyed it. It was a lot of work (and all those wrap up papers will be a lot of work for the next week) but it was worth it.  I learned things that I wasn't expecting to learn...things about myself.  I don't have time to expound on that right now but I will soon.

I think this is all I have time for tonight. I am hoping to get back to write the things my heart has been learning.  We start our simple living class a week from tomorrow. That will be two weeks of no electrical appliances, no electricity after 10pm, cooking TOTALLY from scratch, no computer/Internet, etc. Sooo, hopefully between all the papers I have this week I can make time to get back on here, if not it might be a few weeks. {grin}

That's a wrap. Until next time!

What do I know of Holy

 Aching to lay at His feet
Struggling to find the time
Realizing that I don't know as much as I thought I did
I've know Him since I was a little girl but wondering how well  I really know Him
Realizing His goodness in spite of my weakness
At a loss for Words as He proves His faithfulness to me and meets me where I am.

I want to know more
I want to go deeper
I want to know Holy


This is where my heart is at.
"What do I know of Holy"
I made You promises a thousand times
I tried to hear from Heaven
But I talked the whole time
I think I made You too small
I never feared You at all No
If You touched my face would I know You?
Looked into my eyes could I behold You?


What do I know of You
Who spoke me into motion?
Where have I even stood
But the shore along Your ocean?
Are You fire? Are You fury?
Are You sacred? Are You beautiful?
What do I know? What do I know of Holy?

I guess I thought that I had figured You out
I knew all the stories and I learned to talk about
How You were mighty to save
Those were only empty words on a page
Then I caught a glimpse of who You might be
The slightest hint of You brought me down to my knees


What do I know of You
Who spoke me into motion?

Where have I even stood
But the shore along Your ocean?
Are You fire? Are You fury?
Are You sacred? Are You beautiful?
What do I know? What do I know of Holy?

What do I know of Holy?
What do I know of wounds that will heal my shame?
And a God who gave life "its" name?
What do I know of Holy?
Of the One who the angels praise?
All creation knows Your name
On earth and heaven above
What do I know of this love?

What do I know of You
Who spoke me into motion?
Where have I even stood
But the shore along Your ocean?
Are You fire? Are You fury?
Are You sacred? Are You beautiful?
What do I know? What do I know of Holy?

What do I know of Holy?
What do I know of Holy?
 ~Addison Road

If you want to hear this song go here

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

J-man

I feel like I don't write often enough about the little men in my life. So in case anyone has forgotten, I do in fact have BOYS... {grin} not that I could ever forget that. My boys are loud and crazy but also a lot of fun!

I decided this afternoon to do a quick photo shoot of James. He was a blast to play with. I just let him do his thing (with a little guidance of course). The only bad thing about these pictures is that he is badly in need of a hair cut, oh well. I still love them because they totally represent James to me in this stage of his life. James is just one of those kids who, even as much trouble as he can get in, you just love...or at least that's how I feel about him. 

So without further ado I give you: J-MAN




















Man I just love that kid! So thankful he is in my life. Life wouldn't be nearly as exciting without him!

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